String of Thoughts September 23, 2008
For five years i have stopped writing. It used to be my passion, a favorite past time other than reading books. Even at work i have a hard time composing a simple business letter or memo. For the record i don’t hate writing, it just that for the past five years my heart was not into it. Just like now, i tried very hard to get an emotion or something to inspire me back to write again but all i could do is Cry!. I want to write again, that is me. The real me!. Some people say they loved to write or make other person believed that they actually wrote some stuff. Which is when i read their journal’s ,its not written by their heart or with passion. And please don’t claim that you write perfectly than me. Admittedly, i am not that good either but i write from the heart. Numb? Yes!, my heart went numb. I can’t feel any emotion , as Barry Manilow’s song goes ” Trying to get that feeling again…”. I know, one day i’ll be inspired to write again. No more hiding who i wanna be.


