A Woman Like Me December 30, 2008

Do you think
You could fall for a woman like me
‘Cause I find it hard to trust
I need too much
And I really don’t believe in love, no no
Do you think
That I could be the girl of your dreams
Sometimes I don’t let things go
Get emotional
And sometimes I’m just out of control

[CHORUS:]
You need to stop for a minute
Before you get too, deep up in it
(Too deep)
‘Cause everything ain’t what it seems
It’s hard loving a woman
A woman like me
(Woman like me)
You need to think about it
Before you get hooked on the venom
And can’t live without it
(No no)
Can’t believe everything you see
It’s hard loving a woman
A woman like me

[VERSE 2:]
Do you think
That I could be the one that you seek
‘Cause baby I’m one step ahead
You’re two steps behind
But baby I don’t mind
Do you think
That I can make you real happy baby
Just don’t get me wrong
My loving is so strong
But I ain’t tryna lead you on

[CHORUS:]
You need to stop for a minute
(No no)
Before you get too, deep up in it
(No no)
‘Cause everything ain’t what it seems
(Seems)
It’s hard loving a woman
A woman like me
(Woman like me)
You need to think about it
Before you get hooked on the venom
And can’t live without it
(Without it)
Can’t believe everything you see
It’s hard loving a woman
A woman like me

Woman like me
Woman like me
Woman like me
Oh

[CHORUS:]
You need to stop for a minute
(Stop for a minute)
Before you get too, deep up in it
(Before you get too deep up in it)
‘Cause everything ain’t what it seems
It’s hard loving a woman
A woman like me
You need to think about it
(Think about it, baby)
Before you get hooked on the venom
And can’t live without it
(No, no)
Can’t believe everything you see
It’s hard loving a woman

A woman like me
Woman like me
Woman like me
Woman like me

2 days before 2009 December 30, 2008

Before the year end, i usually write about the good and not so good experience for the whole year. The difference, last year i wrote it in a journal, now, here on my blog. Where anybody, everybody can read and comment =). As 2008 begins i have a lot of things to do. Most of them were set aside =(  (sad but true. . .) My career? stagnant as always. But,  i am grateful for there are a lot of people out there who are jobless.  I said i would be more adventurous, more daring, take chances, willing to take the risk. But still something is holding me back. Regrets? hmmmm… you could say i have a lot of it. I could have done better. I have cried buckets of tears, I am tough outside but  inside im breaking like hell.  People saw me as a happy go lucky type of girl. I never let them see how i break into pieces.  Sometimes they find me wierd, some don’t understand me. Well, I cannot please everyone. I AM JUST HUMAN.  I know i have done my very best as much as possible to all the things that i have done like my job, during the sportfest, board exam  (Arrrgghh!!!), my hobbies (although i haven’t written one good stuff for this year), my relationship with my friends ( sorry if sometimes i just don’t say a word, it’s not that i don’t like you guys it’s just that i need space, i need to think hope you understand), my family (who always keeps me sane =) ),Lovelife…? well, still waiting for you. I always joke around and tell my friends that i am waiting for a FIREWORKS , Funny thing is way back five years ago i told my close friends that i want to feel the  MAGIC of LOVE hahahahaha…. I thought i have felt that, but it only brings tears and sadness. It’s supposed to bring Happiness!!! Until late this year, my heart says i have found you, but are you for REAL?. Don’t left me hanging here. oH! I have a perfect song for you Stupid by Marie Digby (you know who you are =) ) My Health, i was sick at the middle of 2008, thank God i have recovered. This year I have created this blog Hurray!!! where i can show my emotions through songs ( i would really like to write more). There is so much i would be thankful for, so much to be grateful. I treat every problem as a challenge. It only makes me stronger. I don’t give up so easily.  I believe that good things are coming my way. So for now, Goodbye 2008, its time or me to do the things that i know would make me happy without compromising anything.

A Letter to the ONE God has prepared for ME December 22, 2008

I found this wonderful letter and it’s address to God, I dunno if my sister wrote this or not. But anywayz, i would like to share this letter to all of my SINGLE  friends particularly the Girls hehehehe… This letter has inspired me that somewhere, somehow, one day God will lead us to the right Man we have always dreamed about. =)                            

I am  wondering at this very minute if  you are thinking of me, if like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other. Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you. I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other?

Sometimes, I ask myself if I ever really known “LOVE”. I do not have the answer to that question either but I believe that, more often than not, we will never known what love is until we find the right person…

You just don’t know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet. Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways. I dont really know for sure but I am praying that God will help me recognize you when the right time comes…

I think of all the things I have been through in the past and of how much I have cried. I just wanted you to know that I find my strenght in clinging into my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me — the life  I shall spend with you. In my mind and in my heart I know that you are worth all the pain and sacrifice. After all, the tears have become part of my life.

I wonder if you’ve gone through so much pain as well. I wonder if you’ve been hurt so many times along the journey. But my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because I am right here, patiently waiting for you…

At night, I utter a silent prayer and send my cries to the heavens above. Hoping that in time they would reach you. And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on your way and that you are longing to see me as well. You are always in my dreams… It seems that, for now, that is the only place where I can hold you. Long enough to make you feel how much I want to be with you. You would just kiss my fears away… Just wrap me with your arms. And this, all the more, makes me want ot wake up and face the new day ahead of me, with hope that soon enough you will no longer be a dream but a reality…

 And when that time comes,  everything  will fall into place, just as i had imagined, just as I thought and dreamed… And just as I believed it would be. By then, I would simply look back and smile at all I have gone through, in spite the pain and amidst the simple joys of life— and I would be very thankful because they all led me to you…

In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happens. God has planned the course, and it is up to us to follow the directions. Dont worry, don’t be afraid of getting lost… God sees to it that all roads, no matter which one you choose to follow, leads to me…

                                     

  

Stupid For You =) December 9, 2008

Stupid For You

It’s not everyday
That I find a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it’s you – that I want
I don’t care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Set aside, all my pride
So don’t keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you…
Oh, oh stupid for you…

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

But I don’t think you’re getting the point
That it’s you – that I want
I don’t care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don’t keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you

Why’s it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing’s there
And here I go just making the same mistakes…

I’ve fallen stupid for you…
Oh, oh stupid for you…
Oh, oh, oh, oh