A Woman Like Me December 30, 2008

Do you think
You could fall for a woman like me
‘Cause I find it hard to trust
I need too much
And I really don’t believe in love, no no
Do you think
That I could be the girl of your dreams
Sometimes I don’t let things go
Get emotional
And sometimes I’m just out of control

[CHORUS:]
You need to stop for a minute
Before you get too, deep up in it
(Too deep)
‘Cause everything ain’t what it seems
It’s hard loving a woman
A woman like me
(Woman like me)
You need to think about it
Before you get hooked on the venom
And can’t live without it
(No no)
Can’t believe everything you see
It’s hard loving a woman
A woman like me

[VERSE 2:]
Do you think
That I could be the one that you seek
‘Cause baby I’m one step ahead
You’re two steps behind
But baby I don’t mind
Do you think
That I can make you real happy baby
Just don’t get me wrong
My loving is so strong
But I ain’t tryna lead you on

[CHORUS:]
You need to stop for a minute
(No no)
Before you get too, deep up in it
(No no)
‘Cause everything ain’t what it seems
(Seems)
It’s hard loving a woman
A woman like me
(Woman like me)
You need to think about it
Before you get hooked on the venom
And can’t live without it
(Without it)
Can’t believe everything you see
It’s hard loving a woman
A woman like me

Woman like me
Woman like me
Woman like me
Oh

[CHORUS:]
You need to stop for a minute
(Stop for a minute)
Before you get too, deep up in it
(Before you get too deep up in it)
‘Cause everything ain’t what it seems
It’s hard loving a woman
A woman like me
You need to think about it
(Think about it, baby)
Before you get hooked on the venom
And can’t live without it
(No, no)
Can’t believe everything you see
It’s hard loving a woman

A woman like me
Woman like me
Woman like me
Woman like me

2 days before 2009 December 30, 2008

Before the year end, i usually write about the good and not so good experience for the whole year. The difference, last year i wrote it in a journal, now, here on my blog. Where anybody, everybody can read and comment =). As 2008 begins i have a lot of things to do. Most of them were set aside =(  (sad but true. . .) My career? stagnant as always. But,  i am grateful for there are a lot of people out there who are jobless.  I said i would be more adventurous, more daring, take chances, willing to take the risk. But still something is holding me back. Regrets? hmmmm… you could say i have a lot of it. I could have done better. I have cried buckets of tears, I am tough outside but  inside im breaking like hell.  People saw me as a happy go lucky type of girl. I never let them see how i break into pieces.  Sometimes they find me wierd, some don’t understand me. Well, I cannot please everyone. I AM JUST HUMAN.  I know i have done my very best as much as possible to all the things that i have done like my job, during the sportfest, board exam  (Arrrgghh!!!), my hobbies (although i haven’t written one good stuff for this year), my relationship with my friends ( sorry if sometimes i just don’t say a word, it’s not that i don’t like you guys it’s just that i need space, i need to think hope you understand), my family (who always keeps me sane =) ),Lovelife…? well, still waiting for you. I always joke around and tell my friends that i am waiting for a FIREWORKS , Funny thing is way back five years ago i told my close friends that i want to feel the  MAGIC of LOVE hahahahaha…. I thought i have felt that, but it only brings tears and sadness. It’s supposed to bring Happiness!!! Until late this year, my heart says i have found you, but are you for REAL?. Don’t left me hanging here. oH! I have a perfect song for you Stupid by Marie Digby (you know who you are =) ) My Health, i was sick at the middle of 2008, thank God i have recovered. This year I have created this blog Hurray!!! where i can show my emotions through songs ( i would really like to write more). There is so much i would be thankful for, so much to be grateful. I treat every problem as a challenge. It only makes me stronger. I don’t give up so easily.  I believe that good things are coming my way. So for now, Goodbye 2008, its time or me to do the things that i know would make me happy without compromising anything.