StarGazer

American Idiot

Sannie — Sun, 06 Nov 2011 13:37:11 +0000

Fascinated by the cast, I really want to see American Idiot .

A stroll at Paco Park

Sannie — Tue, 25 Jan 2011 16:05:00 +0000

I should have change the name of my blog site “Julia Lakwatsera” the reason: for four months now , me and my travel buddies (Jenn, Paula & Dennis) were roaming around Metro Manila. As for the name “Julia” Me, Jenn & Paula were all born on the month of July. Our target is to visit historical places, restaurants with weird names and awesome interiors, and food trip on the side.

First stop, Me & Jenn went to Paco Park , according to history Dr. Jose P. Rizal’s body was first buried here. It used to be a cemetery turned into a park. Passing thru the stones you could still see the names of the person buried in that place, quite eerie.

RPJ

Paco Park

This place is close to my heart, me & my family used to hear mass every sunday in this church when I was still in college ( we used to lived just across the street). The view was nice, it has a solemn atmosphere despite it’s location. The church was built like a dome, it is air conditioned. I often tell my friends, I want my wedding to be done in this church =D.

Paco Park Church

View from above

This place is a haven for photographers, there are a lot of interesting subject. I would really loved to shoot more but my digital camera doesn’t have the features as SLR do (sad). Anyways, we have a great time exploring Paco Park.

NUMB

Sannie — Tue, 10 Aug 2010 07:21:02 +0000

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

In the Meantime ( from Iyanla Vanzant book)

Sannie — Tue, 03 Aug 2010 05:32:02 +0000

What do you do in the meantime? Somewhere in the back of your mind you know the day will eventually come when the relationship you are in become all you want. Or all that you want in a relationship will one day show up. The question remains, however, what do you do in the meantime? There’s a funny thing about love. It will find you in the most unusual circumstances, at the most unlikely times. Love will come upon you, throw its arm around you, and transform your entire existence. Unfortunately, most of us won’t recognize the experience or understand the impact when it’s happening. It’s like being in therapy. You keep talking, searching, questioning what’s going on with you and in you while being totally ignorant of the fact that you are being blessed. Perhaps it’s because love rarely shows up in the places that we expect it to or looks the way we expect it to look.

When you are not happy where you are and you are not quite sure if you want to leave or how to leave, you are in the meantime. It’s a state of limbo. You are hanging on, ready to let go, afraid to fall, not wanting to hurt yourself, afraid you will hurt someone else. In the meantime, you pray the other person will let go first so that you will not feel guilty.

The other person keep dropping hints, letting you know it’s time to go. You deny it! Why? You don’t know why, but I can tell you that the meantime is fraught with don’t knows and can’t do’s. Don’t know why I can’t go. Don’t know why I should stay. Don’t know where I’m going. Don’t know how I am going to get there, wherever there is. Ambivalence, confusion, reluctance, and paralysis are all the characteristics of the meantime. If you knew the answers to these questions you would be just fine. In the meantime, you are many things, fine is probably not one of them!

Life would be much easier if, when we hit a snag in a relationship, any relationship, we would stop, address it, and move ahead smoothly. The truth is, in most cases, we could do just that. The reality is, we don’t do it! We keep moving. We allow little insults to become raging angers, little arguments to become festering fueds, little pains to become deep wounds, and we keep moving. In many cases, we keep hurting. When the relationship at issue is an intimate, loving one, the attempt to move forward without addressing the pain only complicates matters, further poisoning the relationship.

How can I stay and not get hurt? How can I go without hurting? You cannot answer these questions if you are in pain. What you can do is make the effort to to discover the truth about love, because it is the only thing that can help you move through the experience. In the meantime, if we can remain loving ourselves and toward other people by staying in conscious and honest communication, a disruption, a snag, or delay in a relationship becomes a healing process. When we cannot, we engage in meantime behavior- hurting, fighting, not telling the truth, and moving forward in confusion. Confusion begets confusion.

Life is all about love. Love is the only meaning of life.

MY LETTER ( by 10th concession for the movie Dear John)

Sannie — Sat, 31 Jul 2010 11:22:04 +0000

I will write it down , Every word that you should know about. Where I’ve been since I’ve gone. I will paint the words with everyhing that I feel. Every sunset, every dawn. I kept you by my side. You’ve never left my mind. You got me through my darkest nights. I hate that you’re all alone. I hate not being home right now. So for the times that we can’t be together. You’ve got my letter. I will write it down. So I can send a piece of me to you from miles away. You’re my way out of this dark and distant place I can hear every breath you take. Please read my letter…

PLACES I LOVE TO VISIT

Sannie — Sun, 07 Feb 2010 12:15:56 +0000

PLACES I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO VISIT

SINGAPORE

BALI, INDONISIA

HONGKONG , DISNEYLAND

CARIBBEAN CRUISE

FRANCE/EUROPE TOUR

December 16, 2009

Sannie — Wed, 16 Dec 2009 05:06:29 +0000

Don’t stop dancing , believe that you can fly! =D

That’s How You Know =D

Sannie — Sat, 03 Oct 2009 13:26:05 +0000

That’s How You Know

How does she know you love her?
How does she know she’s yours?

Man:
How does she know that you love her?

Giselle:
How do you show her you love her?

Both:
How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?

Giselle:
It’s not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she’ll be inclined to say…
“How do I know he loves me?”
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?)
“How do I know he’s mine?”
(How does she know that you really, really, truely love her?)

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He’ll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday
That’s how you know, that’s how you know!
He’s your love…

Man:
You’ve got to show her you need her
Don’t treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her

Giselle:
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true…
How do you know he loves you?
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you need her?)
How do you know he’s yours?
(How does she know that you really, really, truely-)

Well does he take you out dancin’ just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words in
Just for you? Ohhh!

All:
He’ll find his own way to tell you
With the little things he’ll do
That’s how you know
That’s how you know!

Giselle:
He’s your love
He’s your love…

That’s how you know
(la la la la la la la la)
He loves you
(la la la la la la la la)
That’s how you know
(la la la la la la la la)
It’s true
(la la la la la)

Because he’ll wear your favorite color
Just so he can match your eyes
Rent a private picnic
By the fires glow-oohh!

All:
His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That’s how you know
(That’s how you know)
That’s how you know
(That’s how you know)
That’s how you know
(That’s how you know)
That’s how you know
(That’s how you know)
That’s how you know
(That’s how you know)
That’s how you know
(That’s how you know)
That’s how you know!

Giselle:
He’s your love…

Man:
That’s how she knows that you love her
That’s how you show her you love her

Giselle:
That’s how you know…
That’s how you know…
He’s your love…

SOULMATE

Sannie — Tue, 24 Feb 2009 09:46:42 +0000

Soulmate – Natasha Bedingfield

Incompatible, it don’t matter though
‘cos someone’s bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You’re not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you’re in disguise

Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There’s enough for everyone
But I’m still waiting in line

Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone

If there’s a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They’re all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
If there’s a soulmate for everyone

ALMOST

Sannie — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 05:49:39 +0000

Almost by: Tamia

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she’s never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that’s to late
And how could I really mean the words I’m bout to say

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it’s impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should’ve grabbed you up and never let you go
I should’ve went out with you
I should’ve made you my boo boy
Yes that’s one time I should’ve broke the rules
I should’ve went on a date
Should’ve found a way to escape
Should’ve turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn’t real
And if it didn’t happen why does my heart feel

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it’s impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

[Verse 3]
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You’re all that I ever wanted
And you’re my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I’m in love with you

[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it’s impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there (sometimes I wanna rub ya)
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce (but tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you (but tonight I wanna love ya)